I am a poster girl with no poster.

oh hello.

Yesterday I taught a personal record number of students yesterday. 14 in one day. That’s 2, 2hour back to back sessions of 7 students each. That’s 14 pelvic exams in about 4 hours…

In my line of work it’s an entertaining thought to sometimes count your students. I’ve had 39 in one week, 14 in one day, probably around 200 people if not more, have been in my vagina.

I’ve lost 6 lbs in 5 weeks. when you’re a bajillion lbs that’s not much, but I guess it’s a start. I also like to blame on my extremely slow progression on the fact that I’m rebuilding muscle now too so… So there!

money makes the world go round…

Money is one thing that is guaranteed to make me feel ogida. I dislike having to live tightly. I loathe borrowing and owing people money. I get really anxious when I pay bills late.

I was spoiled growing up. My dad was retired with a government pension and my mom was making up around 90k a year. a lot of that she invested, and the rest she spent on us with private school and a lot of crap. When AT&T cut back half their company and then all the stocks went under around 9/11 we were fucked. I wish I had heeded my dad more growing up and was more of a monetary tightwad. I have bad spending habits now, an I don’t have the means to support them.

I make a few payments every month. I pay 100 to my federal school loan, I pay 100 to my private collage loan, I pay 160 for both my mothers and my own cell phone, and I try to give my mom around 200 a month for house costs. So that’s just under 600 there a month I spend. Not including gas, my credit card bill, all the repairs I constantly make on bessie… About a year and a few months ago I put a brand new engine in bessie too, that’s 5k in repairs. I put it on my credit card and haven’t paid it down yet. Every time I think I’m making headway something comes up.

In taxes I owed 250 to federal and 22 fucking dollars to the state. I had worked a contractor job, so the 26k in taxed income didn’t make up for the 4k in non taxed income. Balls. Hopefully this year I will qualify for the stimulus package. Last year I didn’t becasue i was considered dependent on my mother, and I wasn’t under 17 so she couldn’t even get the 200 for me.

Right now I work two job which scrape by on paying the bills. Thank god I don’t have to worry about rent. I have No savings to my name and lot of debt though. No health insurance either. To top it off, I’m a contractor right now and so none of my money is taxed. I’m going to owe a shit ton of money this time next year.

awww, crap.